Monday, September 25, 2006
why does everything have to come together and stress me out. it's not like im not stressed enough..
maybe it's a problem of wanting everything. dun wan to make selections. and u end up exhausting yourself. i dun wanna set priorities. dun wan to lose whatever i have now. and those negative thoughts just come back.. i dun mean to, i dun want to, but i cant help it. i mean, of course i do understand, since when do i not understand? it's just, it's hard to accept it.
why is it that it's always so coincidental? the person i least wanna talk to is actually the person who noticed. irony ya. is it a matter of taking things for granted? or has things become so mundane and u get used to it so much that you dun notice the simplest things anymore?
it's tiring. juggling work, studies, social life, relationships. i only have 24 hours a day. deadlines coming, project proposals due.. presentations up next.
it's tiring to maintain such a positive outlook. to experience so many emotions a day is really tiring. give me a break. please.
wishing;
9/25/2006 11:34:00 PM
